Я была вчера так счастлива, как уже давно не была.
Лежала рядом с ним на диване, моя голова на его груди, я закрыла глаза, обняла его и слушала как бьёться его сердце. И казалось что больше АБСОЛЮТНО ничего не надо. И мне так хотелось продлить этот момент на всё вечность.
Но.. пусть будет что будет. Я себя уже подготовила к худшему.
плюс он кое что сказал, что я задумлась...
и ещё типо "i dont know where this is going"
1. I just want to get laid
2. I don't like you that much
3. I'm afraid to fall in love with you
"I don't know where this is going" - translation:
1. I want a relationship, but afraid that's not what you want
теперь я ещё больше не знаю что проишодит...
the two statements contradict each other....
Just have a good time....and don't think of this relationship as the one that will go on "forever". Whatever happens - happens. You can't predict events - just have a good time and dont get pregnant. Thats all i would advice, although I'm not an expert in relationships
(i espesially like the part: have fun and dont get pregnant)
best thing to do is to have a good time without worrying "where this is going", unless you're about 30 yrs old, still single and looking to settle down, which i believe is not in your agenda yet. Is it?
but i like him a lot and i want this to be more serious than it is right now
If he realy doesn't want a serious relationship then you won't.
If he sorta doesn't want it (wouldn't like to have a serious one) then there is a chance he'll change his mind.
Either way, just enjoy his company and all and don't get obsessed with him