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[lucky charm]

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i just really need to get this out.



that boy drives me crazy. i like him so much but at the same time the things he does confuse me and make me sooo mad. the things that i hate about him are the things that i love about him. the things that annoy me in him are the things that i wouldnt be able to live without. his little conceided remarks drive me crazy and make me smile. his cute dimples when he smiles make my heart stop and make me turn away. i hate myself for not being able to stop looking into his deep dark eyes. his smile, his voice ohhh so sexy... the little things he does when he kisses my neck make me melt and i hate that he can do that to me, the way he touches me sends shivers all over my body. the fact that everything between us is so uncertain and confusing keeps me going, but at the same time i want to have certainty. i want to be his only one, but im afraid of what he might say and that he doesnt feel that way and he doesnt want a relationship. the mixed signals keep me wondering, he calls me everyday and we spend everyweekend together... but... ?!



even michaela approved of him. she thinks he looks like usher. nah, he's better.



ps. the cute little things he does: he said my hair smelled good, so he was trying to smell it without me noticing.



pss. he feel asleep for a minute with his head on my shoulder.

@музыка: r kelly - dont say no

Comments

[patrick313]

you worry too much

[Sky Cry]

Yeah, we already know something will happen eventually. Worrying won't prevent it. So just enjoy.

[lucky charm]

patrick313 haha whatever, i dont..



Sky Cry as in something bad will happen??... oh now im worrying even more than before...



i am enjoying it...

[Sky Cry]

It *will* happen. It might not break you apart, it might break you apart, later you might get along again. But it *will* happen, and several times.



There's no point worrying though. Don't get surprised, when it will happen. Just try to make it pass as fast as possible, to solve the problems, that might appear.



Actually, the problems are usually a sign, that people start sharing the "real" truth, they stop hiding it, fearing the other one won't like it. No two people are 100% compatible. The sooner something is uncovered, the sooner it can be overcome.



That about covers it.

[lucky charm]

Sky Cry wow hahah that was deep )

[Sky Cry]

Lol, just kidding...



Actually, i have no idea what i'm talking about

[lucky charm]

well.. thanks for NOTHING. lol

[Sky Cry]

It's always up to you, how you understand what you're told. Even though I can't provide you with first-hand experience, I can still give you something to think about, some ideas.



In the end any decision is yours, so it doesn't really matter, whether I give you first-hand experience or just ideas. You'll have to make up your mind on your own, instead of using, what others give you.





And I... I just enjoy communicating.