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i just really need to get this out.
that boy drives me crazy. i like him so much but at the same time the things he does confuse me and make me sooo mad. the things that i hate about him are the things that i love about him. the things that annoy me in him are the things that i wouldnt be able to live without. his little conceided remarks drive me crazy and make me smile. his cute dimples when he smiles make my heart stop and make me turn away. i hate myself for not being able to stop looking into his deep dark eyes. his smile, his voice ohhh so sexy... the little things he does when he kisses my neck make me melt and i hate that he can do that to me, the way he touches me sends shivers all over my body. the fact that everything between us is so uncertain and confusing keeps me going, but at the same time i want to have certainty. i want to be his only one, but im afraid of what he might say and that he doesnt feel that way and he doesnt want a relationship. the mixed signals keep me wondering, he calls me everyday and we spend everyweekend together... but... ?!
even michaela approved of him. she thinks he looks like usher. nah, he's better.
ps. the cute little things he does: he said my hair smelled good, so he was trying to smell it without me noticing.
pss. he feel asleep for a minute with his head on my shoulder.